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Tuesday, September 9, 2008
VJC -- A dream or a reality ?
Haiz .. sianx dunno wad to blog/ wad to say/ wad to do ..
Today took the physics test .. the first physics test to try to pull my SA2 marks up .. and i totally screwed it .. i barely got a pass ( 14/24 ) haiz dam sianx ..
Its like i dun feel like mugging .. but i dun mug then will fail exams .. haiz so confused ..
I wanna relax but I cant I gotta study .. Im trying to get as high marks as I can but I dunno why .. im juz not doing well for my exams .. haiz .. wads wrong wif me .. guess im getting from bad to worse ..
Juz thought of a question .. What's the purpose of life actually ? Anyone wif some cool answers ? Are we supposed to be born, to study hard, then find a good job, earn lots of money and before we can enjoy .. we die ? Was life created for this purpose ? What is life in the first place ? Were we destined to be forced to study --> work --> die ? Were we created to work for the next generation for them to work for the next generation and so on and so forth ? What were we born to do ? Whats life for ? Why are we here ? ...
Gettin so emo all of a sudden .. I dun wanna go sch i dun wanna study .. But if i dun study .. i screw up my future, family will lose hope in me, i wont be able to support my family etc etc the list goes on and on .. I gotta find the enjoyment in studying .. I gotta be motivated .. but whrs the motivation ? haiz .. wells no matter wad .. juz wanna do well for o-level, get into VJC, score in a-levels, get into university, find a nice job, and think bout the purpose of life when that time comes .. but wad if i do not do well for o-levels ? what if i cant go vjc ? wad if i fail my a-levels ? what if i cant go U, cant find good job ? Forget it .. lazy think .. gotta go study somemore liaos .. another Amaths test this thurs .. cya all =3
posted at : 6:47 PM
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